Have you ever been a part of something good, but you find yourself hesitating?  I mean a part of something good and Godly, and you know it's meant to happen, but you find yourself acting fearful; fearful of what you might do, and fearful of what God might do to you.  That's how I feel when I get together with my friend, Chris.

Chris and I are meeting every other Tuesday as part of an idea of accountability in the area of evangelism.  The past couple meetings have been erratic, but truly blessed by God, as I find myself renewed over and over again.  I love Chris, I love his ideas for life, and I love how he impacts my way of thinking and living.  Every time I leave our time together, I feel as though I've been reignited for the cause of Christ.  Why then, do I find myself hesitating?

I told you we meet every Tuesday night.  What I left out was that every Tuesday afternoon, I find myself wanting to do something other than meet with him.  I don't want to bail on him or leave him hanging, but I get distracted and busy.  It frustrates me to think that the Devil has worked his way into my schedule, and I feel in need of a re-commitment of my time and energy, bringing it all back to a focus on the Lord.

I know it's been forever since my last post, and I know this isn't an in-depth reveal as to what's been going on in my life, but I want to use this blog as an avenue to communicate my heart...and that's how my heart feels today.

In love,

Bobby